^^ ChArO's LiFe ^^

Test is over!

2012-03-03T02:33:00.002-08:00

SHOUT HOOOOORAYYYYYY!
Because exams is over, and holiday is coming soon!
What are you waiting for?
JUMP UP AND DOWN, Starts to plan how to spend you holiday wisely now! :DD
P/s for being over high :X

Hope everyone who worked hard passed, if you didnt reached your target dont be sad do better the next time! :) Fighting!
Have a good rest over the weekends and enjoy your weekends! <3

Charo~

Study,study and still study.

2012-02-26T00:53:00.005-08:00

Due to the 5day of test I had next week, I had been spending my weekend studying..
Felt so stress and tired of everything...
But im glad that I have my friends with me:)
Is only test, and is so stressful.. Imagine Mid-year exams and End-of-year exams...
WOAH, Can die :X

Anyway, people who had been studying, All the best for your test!
And people who do not have test,work hard and good luck for the following test you had in the future ^^

Charo~

Jelly bean's love

2012-02-26T00:45:00.003-08:00

Who can say NO to jelly belly? :)

A little treat from my best friend, nabilah <3
Thank you~

Charo

Are you ready for a laugh or a run?

2012-02-18T23:02:00.000-08:00

Hey guys!
Today gonna blog about running man :D
Its a Korean variety show and its really very funny!
They play games to win. and the losers have to serve the punishment while the winners got to go home early ^^

In my opinion, its really very funny and can brighten up a bad day sometimes :D
You guys should go watch it!
Recommended website to watch it : www.epdrama.com

THIS!

RUNNING MAN MAKE YOU LAUGH TILL YOU CAN CRY SOMETIMES xD

GO watch it :D

*not an advertisement just want to share it with you guys ^^*
Charo~

Valentine's day

2012-02-16T04:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE DAY PEEPS! :D
First im so sorry i didnt blog these few weeks..
kinda busy.. sorry guys..

Most people might be spending their valentine with their loved ones or their bf
But I spend it with my friends! It was awesome and i had fun^^
Although i felt sad that, that day i have to stay in school till 6:30pm but im still excited and happy as im giving my friends valentine gift! And i also receive some from my closer friends! :D

This are the gifts i prepared for my clique and another best friend :D
(there is one card not here :X)

And here are the gifts i receive! :D :

From my best friend(Nabilah), P.Osh brownie
(it taste awesome! <3)

From Desiree and kumyew, Jelly
(didnt took a pic of the jelly so i took this from desiree's ph :D)

From Desiree(card), Suemay(card), Kimberly(kit-kat), one of my senior(cupcake?)

Valentine day is all about getting FAT and FUN and LOVE! :D
hahaha i bet i grow like 1kg heavier due to all the delicious snack my friend gave me ^^
Thank you everyone who gave me valentine day gift, really appreciate it and love it <3

Happy Valentine day everyone! Hope you guys had a pleasant valentine day and also is you are single, dont be sad! If you are attached, Last long;)

No matter how you spend it, i hope its a good one ^^
Charo <3

Time and hope.

2012-01-28T21:06:00.001-08:00

Everyday we wake up early in the morning thinking, 'i hope today will be better' etc.. But things arent often what we expected..
Spending almost the whole day outside working and studying while managing your social life is quite difficult for most people.. Some people might not be able to take this type of stress and that is why we will get angry, irritated, pissed, moody and sad..

After a long tiring day, i would listen to my songs and usually walk or bus home as it is when i can be alone and think.. When we were waiting for the traffic, the cars speeding pass me and i sometimes think that i am in a movie where the lead actress or actor is feeling very down and thinking that was how i felt at that very moment after a long tiring day..

When we reached home, we are too tired to do anythig else and want to rest and time for yourself. But we know that we have to care we have to scarifice some of our own time for our family members..

Before we go to bed we will always hope for the better for tomorrow but who know what challenges or obstacles the god will give us again? Or when will the god give us our rewards?

Time just isnt enough for a busy human who have to manage their work, social life, family and themselves at the same time..

Take a break sometimes dont over stress:) Appreciate what we have now and move on Instead of staying in the past.. Who know, there might be a gift waiting for you ahead? ;)

Charo

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

2012-01-23T04:16:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! ^^
Most of you should be having a pleasant reunion dinner yesterday night or maybe you had a boring reunion dinner like me :X
Whatever type of reunion dinner you had, today is Chinese new year I would wish you guys a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and may you guys have a BETTER year this year :D

Dont forget to drink more water after eating lots of goodies and take good care of yourselves as the weather is very moody these few days.. x)Oh and don't forget to camwhore with your new clothes XP

Remember to click at my nuffnang ads before leaving yo~ :D
Thanks

Charo~

Old school love

2012-01-20T23:59:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps~
Im recently like in the these old school love thinggy because of the recent Korean drama I watched called heartstrings and also a song by megan&liz new song old school love and a song that I kinda addict to it called, something about you.

I mean like don't you just miss the old school love,
where love was not so complicated.
Where you receive sweet love letters and love poem,
When a date meant so much that you spend alot of time deciding what to wear,
where holding hands can make your heart skip so much,
and when a kiss on the cheeks make you blush so hard.

But the new school rush is just so different..
Why the new school rush?
I don't know about others but I miss the the old school love :)

So ya do watch heartstring if you love romance and music :D

Do listen to megan&liz new song called Old school love ;)

Enjoy
Charo <3

2012 cca orientation~

2012-01-14T07:13:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps :D
Today was my school sec1 orientation~ Obviously im not sec1 but I was there to help and perform asking people to join my cca(Co-curricular activity) which is BAND :DD
It was so fun and great but tiring~
Its like my first time helping out and it was fun!
And first time is always great isn't it? Although the uniform is quite thick which is very hot but overall was fun! My alumni(I think its spelt like this.. it means ex-senior) are so pro, I can sit there and just stare at them playing :D
I hope I hope to be at least like them one day ^^

Apparently some of my friends didnt know i was from band until today hahaha
Cause i was suppose to go around to reach out to the sec1~
Some are great, some are okay and there is a handful which I don't really like ><
especially the one who show me his hand ask me to go away :@

But to conclude everything today, Its FANTASTIC! and TIRING!
Enjoy your weekends people~

P/S : Sorry I didn't took any photo so ya.. sorry guys..

Charo

J.CO donut

2012-01-13T04:31:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps~
Being quite awhile since i blog right?
Today i will be talking about donuts, and is J.CO donuts! :D
There are a few donuts shop like J.CO but i still prefer J.CO donuts compare to the others~

They come in baby donuts, I think that its freaking CUTE one lah :DD hahaha
12 for $6.50 and 24 for $11.50

They also come in those regular size donuts
around $1.50 each ^^

MOST IMPORTANTLY FOR THE MUSLIMS, ITS HALAL!

I like their Tiramisu or something the most and also the blueberry ones :D All donuts in my opinion is best to accompany with a cup of coffee ^^

So ya hope you guys enjoy my DONUT blog post! Hope people who tried like it, and people who havnt try it go try :)) Enjoy~
Remember to click my nuffnang ad :D Thanks!

Charo

Nuffnang

2012-01-08T02:26:00.001-08:00

Hey peeps~
I just added nuffnang to my blog (the header there) :D
Hope you guys could help me by clicking on it please :)
I will thanks you guys alotalot
Hope you guys have a nice day

Charo

1st week of school

2012-01-06T05:45:00.000-08:00

First week of school...
I SURVIVE!! Though i am already looking forward to holiday xP
hahaha it was quite difficult for me to wake up like super early cause holiday i wake up like around noon :X
But i did woke up early by myself and everything~

It was fun to meet up with my clique before going to school together and when we reached we can have recess and all together also with nabilah and her friends ~ they are so funny :D

Just that the lessons are boring and stressful..
is so difficult.. i wonder how to survive Amaths :X Saying about maths i kinda like all my maths teacher since primary school hahaha mostly everyone hate their maths teacher but i like them~ no matter they are fat skinny ugly naggy~ hahaha :D weird huh

I find science a little confusing and difficult then sec 1 and 2.. like more complicated.. but its okay i think i still can manage abit hahah

Other subjects is okay i guess.. im quite excited for Dnt( Design and technology) and also maybe maths? hahaha :D

That's all~ Hope you guys will enjoy the torture in school till your next holiday >.-
Charo

School starting soon.........

2012-01-02T01:32:00.000-08:00

Is this serious?
I gotta go back school in like less than 24hr time?
O.M.G
Im really not prepared for all the subjects and waking up early and blahblahblah
I will miss most obviously is my bed and rotting at home time..:(

Holidays just pass so fast.. is like as fast as you blink your eyes xP
and School days pass so slow.. a day may feel like a week, a month or worst a year :o

Just hope everyone who is going back to school tmr, have a good day and dont be late kekex!

Charo

Happy new year!

2012-01-01T02:57:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everyone who is reading my blog post :)
Hope you guys have a good year this year and be more healthy and be more wealthy >.-
hahaha Everyone in a new year do forgive each other, lets have love instead of hate (which i think is hard~ cause we need a balance :X)

Do visit my blog more and also support my youtube channel! :D
Thanks guys <3

Charo

What i did during Christmas :D

2011-12-26T00:51:00.001-08:00

Hey guys :DD
You guys maybe having Christmas party and etcetc that is fun BUT
because i am Chinese so i seldom celebrate Christmas.. So instead My family and I did wonton ^^
So here it is, like always let my pictures talk :)

First, prepare your meat and your wonton skin ^^

And second you just take some meat and put on your wonton skin. Alittle but not so little and not too much otherwise the skin will tear and that is what you dont want to happened ^^

And foldfold your wonton ! Im sorry i didnt got the part how to fold it but you guys can make triangles one which would be equally nice and easy :D

And TATA! You got all your wonton done ^^ But dont eat it yet of course hahaha

If you are gonna keep it in the fridge remember to put a WET cloth above it otherwise it will become too dry and it will waste your efforts. And if you are gonna cook it right away, all you had to do is just prepare your oil and fried it! You can steam it too but in my case i fried it ^^

And after all the the oily job, you get you wonton! xD

If you dont wanna make so much wonton and have left over wonton skin, you can make this. Just cut the skin any shape you want to and fried it! mixed it with either salt or sugar and it become finger snack! and it is definitely delicious too!

That all! i hope you guys enjoyed your Christmas and your holiday ^^
Charo

Its Christmas!

2011-12-24T05:49:00.000-08:00

Today is Christmas eve, and in a few mins its gonna be.. CHRISTMAS!
Most people are excited people isn't it :D
Had steamboat with family just now during dinner~ Small steamboat but fun^^

And i'm here to wish everyone who is viewing this blog post, a MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Have fun with you family and enjoy the holiday ^^

Charo

HighSKYies Channel launched ~

2011-12-23T01:27:00.000-08:00

Like what i promised, im back with it!

If you guys didnt view my previous post, me and my friends created a channel and its called HighSKYies^^
We did a chubby bunny challenge to start off our channel .
Although the channel is not nice now, but do view our own personal channel which you can find the link and all in our "About me" box. We will make it more pretty and everything soon but do stay with us for now! :D

Also do dare(request) us something so we know what you guys wanna see and do remember to VIEW and LIKE our videos, COMMENT on our videos and SUBSCRIBE our channel!

This is our channel link : http://www.youtube.com/user/HighSKYies?feature=watch
This is our 1st video link : http://youtu.be/IwbGvBfUI0Q

Thanks yo, do support us ! :DD
Charo

Tang yuan! :)

2011-12-21T22:05:00.000-08:00

Today and yesterday was making tang yuan ~
It is one of my favorite :D hehehex
And so ya, yesterday was making the skin ^^
Let my pic talk yeah~

So first mixed the flour with water :) If you want white then you dont have to add any coloring but if you want colour like pink you may want to add more flour with some red coloring :)) like what i did in the picture below~

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And after that it will turn out like this!

Try not to play wif the colorings otherwise you have pink fingernails like what i have now.. its being 2days and the color is still bright and ya.. hahaha :(

Dont Forget to Wrap it before you put it in the fridge otherwise it will harden and you have to add some water make it more soft(i guess) :) you will see what i mean later~

And then The next day which is today we start making the soup and the tang yuan!
Prepare some flour and you dough ~

And there this is what i say harden and you have to put water to soften it so you cn roll in to a ball more easily ^^

And then roll and roll make plates of tang yuan
*if you have 2doughs dont forget to cover the other one first otherwise it will harden..*

and next thing you need to do is just pop the tang yuan into the soup!

boil and boil............................. and you are ready to SERVE!

There you go ^^

Making tang yuan is fun as well as tiring and your hand will have a dough smell later on.. >< but you to give and take right? so yeah at least what you got back is delicious tang yuan! hehehex

That's all for my tang yuan post, hope you guys who is eating it or ate it enjoy and those who dislike it try one because eating tang yuan means something like family all reunion together which is a good thing right? :D Thank you and enjoy yo ^^

Charo

First 1000 viewers :D

2011-12-20T04:35:00.000-08:00

Omg, one of my videos hits 1000+ viewers already! :D
Thanks for viewing my video, really thanks you guys from the bottom of my heart and hope you guys will continue viewing my videos and do comment and like my video! :D Request also ahh hehex ^^ Dont forget SUBSCRIBE also! xD

Here is my channel link : http://www.youtube.com/user/blackieyi

p/s : Dont be a loser and hack my accs like what happened to my friend lah please. -.-

Charo

19122011

2011-12-19T06:31:00.001-08:00

Phew~ Finally got to take a break and relax in this cold weather!
Was busy since morning~
Had band and after that went out for lunch with clique
After that still went for movie and filming :D
YESH FILMING hahaha hehehe for HighSKYies channel >.-
I look damn ugly i swear cause i rush from band, had lunch and everything and even walked in the big rain with big wind~ you cant expect my hair to as perfect as it is before i leave my house right? >< hahaha

So yeah it was a great fun day out with clique, FANTASTIC ~ X)
I hope when the video is up, you guys will support us lotlot!
And for now please be excited for it :D cause im excited to post it~
And ya.. that is all i think.. hahaha

Charo :D

HighSKYies ^^

2011-12-18T02:31:00.000-08:00

Yesterday Me and my the other 2 friends was thinking of making a channel that we made together ^^
And after a long discussion we came out of our name and everything was done!
Its called HighSKYies! hahaha
We havnt upload any video nor do we edit appearance yet.. :X
But soon we are going to make it nicer and everything~
Stay tuned, till i come back with our 1st video along with our youtube channel URL :D

So excited for it, hope it will last long and that you guys will enjoy and appreciate it ^^
kekex <3

Charo

Let it snow~

2011-12-17T07:47:00.000-08:00

Look at how Google go Creative! :D

Just type in " Let it snow " and you get what you on top!
Cool or Creative? :D
What are you waiting for? Try it now! ^^

Charo

GIF

2011-12-17T04:47:00.000-08:00

Was bored like i said, so i did some GIF :)

My all time favorite beverages :

One Of my favorite dessert :

tata, Charo~

Cassandra clare :D

2011-12-17T02:30:00.000-08:00

Since im bored, so i decided to write a blog post on my favorite author Cassandra Clare^^

I happened to go the big popular at the Bras plaza complex~ SO like always there is like my heaven hehex :D There is art shop around there too and the popular is so big! What could i say more? teeheex

SO one day was there and i came across this book called "City of bones" by Cassandra Clare :D So yeah at one go i bought 2 or 3 i forgotten.. cause it was a series ^^ Didnt start reading cause was reading other book at the time~ But when i started reading.. slowly im addicted to it! every scene was described till so perfect, in my opinion. How Clary slowly get to know her real identity and alot more~ It is just simply awesome :D There is 6 books in the city of bones series(mortal insturments)and it came out till the 4th one alrdy~ Im havnt bought the 4th one yet, SAD >< But there is another series by her which i guess would be as awesome as this mortal instrument series too ^^

It is called the infernal instruments~ The first book is Clockwork angel and there is 3books in total for this series and it only come out to the 2nd one ^^ and what great is that i bought both and havent read hehehe but the most awesome part is i got the COLLECTOR EDITION for the second book! xD Like omg, i though i wouldnt get any of her special books but look its in SG and i can buy it, and most importantly i OWN it wahahaha! happy die me nah xP

Here a picture of it :

I recommend you guys to buy it! BUY BUY BUY hahaha xP Okay lah dont want buy also can but it is really great ! :D

Charo

Chubby bunny challenge :D

2011-12-16T06:35:00.000-08:00

Yup, did a chubby bunny challenge with my bro :D
We had fun making it and playing throughout the video ^^
We are so excited ~ So hope you guys are also excited to view it!
Do COMMENT on who you think will win first in ! Thanks!!

Here is the video: http://youtu.be/VXmqTNCWTvE?hd=1

Also i realize people have only been viewing the "how to make use of a bottle" tutorial video and no one went to watched my the other one.. so im here to "promote" that video too hehehe

Here is the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4P50Ug0bNr0&feature=share

Enjoy the video, leave a comment on how i can improve or request on what i can do :D
Thanks!!

Charo~

Tutorial videos ;D

2011-12-15T01:57:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, people have been complaining my blog is rotting.. *er hrmm* hahaha
So im here to tell you guys that i have uploaded 2 tutorials video :D
The viewers is like super duper less.. Guess people seldom watch tutorial vids huh?

This is one of the tutorial videos :D
http://youtu.be/gi4gV7DjhQY

WANT TO VIEW MORE VIDEOS THAT I MADE? GO HERE :
http://www.youtube.com/user/blackieyi?feature=mhee

ENJOY PEEPS and thanks for viewing :DD

Charo

26112011

2011-11-26T06:28:00.000-08:00

Weeeeee~
Had great fun today :)
Watched breaking dawn part 1 with my alien today and it was awesome :D
Though the lunch was abit not smooth.. but overall i think is a good day
the wedding wasn't as nice as i thought.. but still nice

I hope next year faster come so can watch the 3movies i want~ hehex
Twilight saga movie is definitely awesome ;D
Watching with the person i want is double the awesome-ness <3

Charo <3

Why ending like that?

2011-11-23T05:49:00.000-08:00

Just watched finished forensic heroes 3..
The ending is soo.. cliff hanger one :(
Why jacky die.. whywhy?
damn it..

Okay, see this is what happened during my holidays..
i make the drama and movie ending bother me xP
But its way better than go sch and be bother wif studies hehex

But seriously.. i hope season 4 faster come out xD
And tmr is gonna be an exciting day for most people..
Cause its PSLE day, Puss in boots and ... BREAKING DAWN PART 1 RELEASE DATES!
Sad.. i have to rot at home but its okay im gonna watch BREAKING DAWN on saturday wif my little alien <3 hehex and puss in boots i hv watched it~~ PSLE is alrdy non of my business hahaha manx.. still cn rmb how i felt 2years ago recieving my results.. :)

Charo~

A moment of slience

2011-11-20T00:45:00.000-08:00

Sometimes it just feel great to stand by the sea and think...
Think of how you and people beside you create precious memories
Think of why they leave you and stay for you
Think of how you overcome the obstacles
Think of how much you went through
Think of what you had done
Think of alotalotalot of stuffs, under the big sun and fluffy clouds by the sea...

Its great to be able to lie on the sands
listening to the sea voice
Look at the clouds
and dream big...

Walk on the sands, making goals
Leaving the beach thinking you can do it even you are alone..

Dream big, Work hard and play hard.
You can make your dreams into reality,
If only you work hard and put in enough efforts.
Even if you cant achieve your dreams,
At least you did your best.
And that is all that matter,
Cause you tried and did your best. :)

Charo

Time for some lyrics videos? :D

2011-11-20T00:33:00.000-08:00

Heyy peeps~
I am back to say i made another 3 lyrics video ^^
though the 2nd one cant be viewed for some reasons.. so you guys could only view the other 2 :D

Link to my YouTube channel for all the videos i uploaded ^^ :
http://www.youtube.com/user/blackieyi?feature=mhee

What are you waiting for?
GO view my videos
And then LIKE and COMMENT my videos so i can improve and make more videos
Last but not least ... SUBSCRIBE to my channel !

<3 Charo

My First lyrics video ;D

2011-11-14T05:18:00.001-08:00

Yup, i did a lyrics video ^^
Had being thinking of doing one and making use of my Youtube account..
Cause I made a account like 2/3 years ago and never used it like never until a few days ago ^^ hahaha and i was damn excited for this to be on Youtube! Like everyone is gonna view what you did! So excited, so i hope you guys are also excited to watch it! ;DD
I tink it is not bad for my first time, Do VIEW it, COMMENT on it. so i can improve! Last but not least rmb to SUBSCRIBE ;D

On the side note, would like you guys to give me some suggestion. Like what Vids i could made or what song i could do on ^^ :D PS: No porn or watever sexual stuff lah-.-
Thx peeps, now Enjoy the video! VIEWVIEWVIEWCOMMENTCOMMENTSUBSCRIBESUBSCRIBE<3

Hope you guys enjoyed :)
Charo

Did a GIF, check it out peeps :D

2011-11-12T22:21:00.000-08:00

Yeah, my title say it all~~~
Did another gif teehee:D
Duno if it works in my blog, nvm jus check it out :

PS; want full size image, pls press on it :) Do comment so i can improve on it~

Charoo

Class outing 2011

2011-11-12T22:20:00.000-08:00

Thurs went to sentosa to have class outing..
It was all alright until most of the boys went off like darn early -.-
but it was okay, we still had fun even though there were very few people left..
Played with balls, water and also discover some living things on the peaceful side of the sea~ Its freak me and nabilah when it MOVE! Like it is so rare to see living things alive in SG beach you know :X

After they played some games and our teacher also came..
Became tanned after the day.. gosh.. and to be frank i dun like to be tanned.. i like to be whiter ;DD hahaha hehehe
It was a fun day afterall ^^
last chance to be with this class.. even we went separate ways.. i dont think in our new class with the new classmates we would be this harmony ever again.. :):)

charo~

Results ~

2011-11-03T03:01:00.001-07:00

Yup, my title say it all.
I have got back my results^^
Wasnt my first choice combi but i tink this is wat god tink i cn manage rite..? :D
Got hist, combined science, Amaths and dnt.
Not bad wat~ hahaha hehehe ;D
Most importantly, most of my friends are in the same class with me!
The friends that advice and encourage me, nabilah aisha kumyew and ryan :) and also jashna, desiree ~ gahahaha
I is excited alrdy!

And i am forever in second class! ILIKEIT~
Serious, since P1
1/2, 2/2, 3/2, 4/2, 5/2, 6/2
Sec1e2, sec2e2, sec3e2
Number 2 rocks ! :D

Hope next year wont be a tough year..
Hope everything would be fine..
Hope there wont be friendship problems.. (which i tink is quite hard ><)

ALL THE BEST!

Charo ^^

Heyy~

2011-11-01T06:24:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps, its being long since i blog.. i think..
hahaha xP
Just wanted to blog about how obsessed I am with Starbucks :D
Starbucks has this instant coffee now, and it is being in SG like going 1 month? :D
So excited to go buy one and try~ hehehex
(if wanna know more about it please go this link: http://blog.angelaleowgray.com/tag/coffee/ )
Its like so cute and awesome~ GAHHHHH ><
So gonna buy one when i have the money ^^

Also being having bridging lessons.. being 2 days already and it sucks totally :X
Thought it is better than i rot at home.. but i still prefer sleepign and rot at home hehe hahaha
Still thinking should i go for band or class outing.. Tough choice..

Tried some hairstyle on my hair ytd, and it turn out to be a MAJOR FAIL! >.< Nvm, practice makes perfect ^^
So i should end here now...

Charo <3 Starbucks~

pleasE?

2011-10-26T00:31:00.001-07:00

I know that you cant 24/7 stay with me, talk to me, care for me.
But all i want is when i am sad, happy and angry you would be there for me.
Is it so freaking damn it hard?
if you are overseas, its a different story but you arent..
I told you, but sometime you just missed that important line.
Mayb i am ridiculous.. but i cant control myself
even i can act as if nothing happens but inside it hurts like hell.

A little more concern, a little more care, a little more notice, a little more of everyting would better than anything..
is not that hard right?

Too much?

2011-10-15T06:41:00.000-07:00

Knowing too much hurts.
Sometimes i feel that i know too much stuff, but i know i cant share with other people, because i know if i share there would be another person out there hurt, worried and sad therefore i rather keep it to myself.

People don't get angry and irritated or sad immediately what you had done that upset them, normally it is because of too much disappointment that lead to a person's anger and sadness. Everyone has their own patience. Too much is just too much.

People tends to trust people they shouldnt trust and do not trust people they should trust. Its just so weird how people reacts to different situations and people..
Friends arent totally right.
Family arent totally wrong.
Yourself arent totally correct and wrong either.

Its weird how people could be so loving now and so angry with each other the next moment. Sometimes they become stranger or even enemy, but some make up and move on.
Weird but true.

Some people rather believe themselves than others, some people believe others than themselves. thus conflicts and misunderstanding always happened between people. terrible, but it always happened.

Everyone made mistakes, we cant erase what we did like mistakes on worksheet.
We cant forget by drinking some potions like those in fairy tales.
We cant forgive overnights, so we can only learn and move on.
What to do, this is life.

Moody i guess..

2011-10-08T07:04:00.000-07:00

Being feeling alot this few weeks..
Maybe too moody..
Maybe i am getting old ><
Maybe i am just abit bored..

no one knows how i feel..
always being with a group of frens, and ltr found out tat actually they have alot of fun u missed out.. its just like i am bein left out.. it makes me feels no one ever likes me..
i always put in effort but why does others gets better than me? i really put in alot of effort.. all i wan is so simple yet i always cant achieve..
I just douno what to do anymore to make myself a better person, a better student, a better partner, a better daughter.. i really did my best alrdy..

Today~

2011-10-05T06:14:00.000-07:00

Today i did show and tell ^^
To be frank, it is my first show and tell in this 14years -.-
i was very nervous, but i felt that i speak loud at least.. and i did a not bad job? i guess hahaha :)
Im glad some of them thinks that my craft is nice :DD really brightened up my days!
But the most important things is, i felt close with my so called ex-best friends again :')
it may be short, it may jus last a few mins but its more than enough. i dun expect much, jus hope everyting would be peaceful.

The feeling i have in class today, is what once i had before,once i lost before, once that i treasure alot and now i found it back but i think it is goin to leave me soon again..

Following up they would be 2weeks of exams! GAMBATAE! JY! ADD OIL! LOLx kays im lame. xP

Charo ^^

Sometimes...

2011-09-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

Some people have family members, friends and a guy with them..
The one who are less fortunate only have family members and friends..
The even less fortunate one have their family members..

They would always be someone to comfort them, to cheer them up.
But me, sadly i have none.
Maybe i don't open up my hearts to say how i feel, what i feel.
But i always hope someone understand.
To said out every feeling and thoughts i have, is not me.

I may have my family members, but they don't always listen to me.
All i hope was, they listen and not talk. Just listen.

I may have friends, but they aren't always there to cheer me up.
I used to have these type of friends, but now, no more.
I dunno what's wrong, i just felt i did nothing wrong.
I want to change for the better but no one ever gave me a chance, if they dun tell me what's wrong, how am i suppose to change for the better?

I may have a guy, but he isn't always there for me either.
Maybe im sensitive, im paranoid, but sometimes when i am alone, i just hope he would be there for me.
He always seems so busy about his own stuffs, sometimes would even neglect me..
Its just a feeling..

But i tell myself,
at least i still have myself and those happy memories with me. :')

Charo <3

All i want to say is, Thank you :)

2011-09-22T23:10:00.000-07:00

This few weeks many things happened..
Friends ignored me, seldom talk to me...
was lonely all day long i see no meaning to go to school anymore..
without friends in school is just like a home without family.

went to Asian civilize muesume to see bing ma yong. Was taller than me :( hahaha but it was quite boring accept the part where we use people iphone and put it on some words den there is this animated stuff, like a fun only ^^
Also learning about Sri lanka now for social studies.. its like so intresting :D
Even though i have 3As, mayb even 4 but one of it not sure cause there is some mistakes :) but i have 1E for my last semester results... The E is so big that it cover the 3As, everyone just saw my E but not my A kinda sad.. but that means i have to buck up more! :)

Today my best friend, Nabilah aka Abi, wrote a speech to read out to the class.. its about me and im really touched.. If it was me i wouldnt have the courage to do it. She is just so awesome. All i want to say to her is a Thank you but i just do not have the guts and confident to say it to her face to face.. I dun expect people to change their attitude towards me for i know there would be at least 1 person in the school who really treat me as a friend :) Thank you for everything :D

I learn, mayb everyone hate me dun like the way i am. but at least i tried my best to change to learn from my mistake. Even i am alone, its okay cause i did my best. ^^

Gonna work hard for my end of year, head towards my goal.
Charo :))

SMURFSMURF~

2011-09-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

Went out today with alien~~~
Watch smurf xDDD
FUNFUN, though some part was kinda bad.. hahaha ^^

Check out one of it song :

La la la-la la la,
Sing a happy song.
La la la-la la la,
Smurf your whole day long.

[Whistled]

La la la-la la la

[Papa Smurf speaks]

Smurf along with me!

[Whistled]

La la la-la la la

[Papa Smurf speaks]

Simple as can be.

[Sung by Smurfs in unison]

Next time you're feeling blue just let a smile begin,
Happy things will come to you...

[Smurfette speaks]

So smurf yourself a grin!

[Ominous Gargamel music]

[Gargamel speaks]

Oooooo I hate Smurfs!

[Azrael meows]

[Gargamel speaks]

I'll get you, I'll get all of you if it's the last thing I ever do! hehehehe!

[Sung by Smurfs in unison]

La la la-la la la,
Now you know the tune,

[Harmony Smurf plays the "la la la-la la la" tune (barely) on his off-key trumpet]

[Sung by Smurfs in unison, accentuated for finale]

You'll be Smurfing soon!

LyricsBay | THE SMURFS LYRICS TV THEME

Charo smurf her alien <3

MINI BOOK!

2011-08-29T10:23:00.000-07:00

Today was so into craft~ :DDD
SO FCUKIN EXCITED AND HIGH WHEN I FINALLY DID A MINI BOOK MYSELF!
Had a sense of achievement when i done it ^^
Here some pict, PEEPS, CHECK OUT :

atually made a gif for it.. but it didnt work on my blog.. ><

GOin make more craft in the following week :)))

Charo~

Photo session ! xD

2011-08-09T21:46:00.000-07:00

Hey today is public holiday ^^ so i had some photoshoot session with this little cute model <3 ENJOY PEEPORS :D

Points at ship *cute die* XP

SHIPSHIP~

Trying to open the pencil case ^^

Lying on the pencils, like lying on sea~ xD

Finally cn carry a pencil xD

tired >< the pencil too heavy hahaha

Balancing ~~~ HOHOHO

Row of pencils <3

Camera no battery le >< tskkk

this is one that was taken quite long ago, jus to show u some i took last time~~

~~~BEHIND THE CAMERAS~~~

THANK YOU for watching ^^

Model: De <3
Photographer : Charo :D

City of ashes

2011-08-02T07:08:00.000-07:00

I know your streets, sweet city,
I know the demons and angels that flock
and roost un your boughs like birds.
I know you, river, as if you flowed through my heart.
I am your warrior daughter.
There are letters made of your body
as a fountain is made of water.
There are languages
of which you are the blueprints
and as we speak them
the city rise...

-Elka Cloke, This bitter languages

City of bones

2011-08-02T06:01:00.000-07:00

I have not slept.
Between the acting of a dreadful thing
And the first motion, all the interim is
Like a phantasma, or a hideous dream:
The genius and the mortal instruments
Are then in council; and the state of man,
Like to a little kingdom, suffers then
The nature of an insurrection.

-William Shakespeare, Julius Caesar

Fu-yo

2011-07-30T07:06:00.000-07:00

This few weeks many things happened in life..

Friendship wasn't really goin on my way... Now my closest class, friend dun even tok to me anymore.. I duno wat went rong. I will try not let it bother me and move on wif my life, as i noe there are more friends outside that willing to accept me, be my fren, tok to me, treasure me, endure me because i am one that will alwas treasure my frens :')

Family, my dad these few days look so weird.. i jus felt something not rite.. she no longer smile he is alwas looking so tired.. every morning seeing him giving that face i jus felt uncomfortable .. he jus look like he is angry wif me over smthing.. >< but who noe? im not a mind reader, even i am, i shld not read ppl's mind for it's a person privacy :)

Relationship wasn't goin that smoothly either.. im alwas tired, irritated, sensitive during the weekdays.. and im soo stress up over things that happened in school, at home and i end up messing up my relationship.. but i felt watever i said, watever i do would alwas make him angry wif me, upset abt me.. sometimes it gives me a feeling that he starts to hate wat i am.. its jus a feeling.. but i noe he is alwas thr when im sad, when i nid someone.. i jus hope he understands, and dun gets angry and upset anymore becuz of my att and character anymore.. :')

Life is hard, but if u believe in hope, u cn overcome the obstacles and move on towards ur goals. tht wat i believe :)

tata, Charo

Its being long!

2011-07-15T22:01:00.000-07:00

Hey, hi, helo!
being long since i update my this half-dead blog >< so imma goin post pictures i took myself (some edits are added to some of the pictures) ^^

Life~

Life board game keychain

My cutie is taking a break after all the capturing xD

Take 1

Take 2, peep a boo!

take 3

Domo alert!

Music theory ><

Flute :)

Flute with case 0.0

Thank you, buhbye, update soon....

Charo :D

HOlidays!

2011-06-19T04:20:00.000-07:00

1st week of the holiday.. dun rily have anything hapened gua? dun quite rmb hahaha XD
2nd week of the holiday.. spend it in malaysia~ weeeee bored but fun as well ^^ expecially sat! celebrated grandma bday . advance one though hahaha :D we went to eat haiigen daze :DDD and after that at nite we went to eat big feast at restaurant andand so nice :DDD den after that we went to K !the room is like for super vip! and its soo big!!! and expensive!!
3rd week of holiday.. had a sweetsweet sat wif my alien! how cute can he be? xDDDDDD wan give me a gift also so cute de method hahaha ^^ and also had a not bad de sun with family! since its father day! nobody get angry :DD like no link -.- hahaha erm we ate swensens ~~~ my dad had the newest brand phone :htc chacha! tsktsk! hahaha ^^ chio phone!
-----------1 more week of holiday----den its back to reality><---------------

how fortunate can i be?
i had great frens!
awesome cousins!
darling alien!
great family!
beautiful stuffs
xDDDD
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

charo :D

5th month ^^

2011-05-21T09:58:00.000-07:00

this 5 month bein tough
happy
sad
angry
jealous

its a sweet tough, awesome happiness, loved sadness, cute angry, hidden jealous .

everyting i believe its worth it, my time, my energy, my love. <3

this little guy, alwas think im making him happy by saying sweet stuffs, when im rily saying the truth >< tsktsk. he is alwas thr when i nid sm1. he is jus all ard me :) etcetc, hehex dunwan share :X :D

charo <3

170311

2011-03-16T04:14:00.000-07:00

170311 best day in my life ^^
<3s
miss-ing my little baby... :)

charo :)

这是最后一次了。。

2010-09-09T06:38:00.000-07:00

这是最后一次了。。
给我这最后一次的机会。。让我跟你说吧。五分钟也好。已经是最后一次了让我把心里话说完吧。
我不是故意要上害你的心。但我。。因为一些理由而必须离开你。
我知道我伤害了你，也让你很难过但我不是故意的我是被逼的。。
希望有一天你会了解。。
我伤害了你，是我说要分手的但我希望你能再紧抱我一次还有吻我一次最后最后再跟我收你很爱我可以吗？
----紧抱----吻----”我爱你“-----
谢谢你，对不起，我爱你，保重。。。
----转身跑走----
默默守护你个星期后。。。
我留给你的一封信: " 对不起宝贝，我离开了你。没把原因说清楚，请原谅。当你看到这封信是我一不在人间了。。我得了癌症。。因为我不肯去治理所以现在死神要带我到另一个地方癔病。不要担心宝贝那里是天堂哦。宝贝不能哭，我的宝贝我要你永远微笑因为你的笑容是世上最美丽的！我死的没有遗憾因为。。记得吗？我离开你前要你跟我说你爱我，你也给我了我最喜欢的拥抱还有一个爱的吻。宝贝，多保重，找比我跟好的人来爱你吧，我会永远爱你守护你的。这是我真真的最后一次，我只想说我爱你，我祝福你！我最后一次跟你说这些了，最后，再见。。。 ”

erm a story ? a short passage ? i dono ah it jus came to my mind aye :D

by,charo

我要做你我的天使守护者！

2010-09-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

我（女）：你，就是你了！
你（男）：？？？我？我这么了吗？我做错了东西了吗？
我：你没做错事啦。
你：那么。。。。。你喊我做。。。
我：没事啊（：
你：真的。。。？
我：真的（：

------隔天-----

我：你！！！我说了嘛，就是你了！！！！
你：你到底想这么样啦？！
我：。。。我。。。要。。。你做我的天使守护者啦！
你：？为设么是我？
我：因为你把我的那颗脆弱的心抢走了。。。
你：你的意思是？。。。
我：你把我的心抢走了。我爱你。我希望你能做我一身的守护者。
你：原来你也爱我。。。 :D
我：--dazed--
你：我也要你做我的守护者可以吗？
-----我太开心的紧抱着你 -----

美丽的告白。。。
用守护者来跟一个你和爱的人告白（：
我希望我心里的那一个守护者是我永永远远的那个守护者。。。
我也希望的朋友，找到自己的”守护者“ ！

waiting for 我那一个守护者，charo

舞台。。。

2010-09-07T04:29:00.000-07:00

舞台是每一个表演者想登上的一个地方。
舞台看起来就像一个小小的地方你觉得它一定是一个温暖的梦想地。。。
但当你站上那看是小到不行的舞台时，
你会觉得它就像一个大大空虚的舞台，
和你登上的朋友没有一个是真的，他们只是想和你比一个高低，看谁是真真舞台的主人。
这样一来，舞台变成了一个让你感到反感的地方，再也不是我们认为的梦想地。。。
难么你会相当回那些不起眼的观众们吗？
如果是我。。。我不想登上那恐怖的“梦想地”也不想当个不起眼的观众。。。
我有更大的梦想，而那个梦想地是更好更美更有用的梦想地。。
我想当个摄影师！因为只有相机，对我来说是一个梦想的天堂天使。。。
它能把恐怖的舞台或场地拍得像那里是一个天堂一样，能把补气养的观众拍的很重要的人物。。。
它能让你保留美好，忘记烦恼。。。　让你想起美好的记忆与欢乐，忘记现在的痛苦和烦恼。。。
他也能把谎言藏得好好的不会把秘密泄露出来。。。能让我活在虚假的世界里。。。
这样的梦想地你要吗？　我要！！！！！！！！！　ＸＤ

charo here (: